Friday, February 10, 2006

Inner Sanctum

Everybody needs a place to withdraw and relax once in a while. It should be a social responsibility. Yes, social responsibility. It's not only about the person resting, but the people around. Humans are born and made to live together. If the pain - when it comes - in fulfilling this obligatory purpose is to be lessened, it will do everybody well to augment life instead of disgustifying it.

Mankind is ultimately flawed. If you feel perfect - you're the worst kind of flaw.

Arrogance is as wretchingly damnable as a piece of shit in your mushroom soup. I mean what in the world makes us think that we deserve salvation? If nature, logic, humans, had it their way, we would all be condemned. Can we strip ourselves bare? Do we serioiusly think the clothes we wear hide our nakedness?

What's the point, what's the point? Where's the bottom line? Where IS IT? WELL

If you knew that you had 100m to run. Would you speed thru the whole time? Or will you take your time, not to slack, but to enjoy the journey there. Cuz if this was life, it'll be death you're rushing toward.

The harsh reality. Sweetness is only half the truth.

Why am i so down now man. This is probably the most depressing post ever. The manifestation of accumulating, almost accrued frustration. (forgive me, i don't like to be so direct in the public domain. afterall, it's not dirty laundry i'm airing now, it's my opinions and feelings. snapshot of life as i know it now.)

GOD HUMBLE US.

this statement in itself is arrogant. what makes us think we can boss God around. i seriously need to look at myself first. i ask that all the time. hai.. but i'm realli praying for the day that i can honestly, earnestly say, Oh God, please have mercy, I don't deserve.

I know the answer but it flickers. God is a God of mercy and love. Anywhere we go, hope for good in man may be taken and screwed. But in a most grateful, unspeakable embodiment of grace, hope in God will not be forsaken.

Well, where has this expression of thought led me now..

Don't really know. But it's definately not the end of the journey.

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